So why pick this back up? I have no answer to that other than that I read my friend Lori's blog and thought "Well since I can't keep up with the Aug 97 list, they can keep up with me if they want" Pretty trippy to read what I had written back last year. Last year.... when I WANTED to get PG with a second child and was told I had only 1-5% chance of delivering a child and was going to log my journey through IF towards pregnancy and motherhood.... well I became PG far more quickly than even "I" imagined ... and here I sit 40 years old... with beautiful gorgeous Nethan who is 12 weeks old and just every bit as wonderful as I prayed for.... so what joy to dance around today with Nethan in my arms and my 6 year old off on a sleepover with a friend from UU church. We came back yesterday from a 2 night campout with his school "Open Classroom"... I am not a very good camper but he had a total blast and somehow yesterday afternoon after the whole ordeal... we sat here playing "Mastermind Jr" and I realized I was actually feeling even "closer" to him than before the campout...Amazing and wonderful. I really am the most blessed woman I know.