Gotta love Thursday nights cause they mean Friday is quickly approaching and I don't work Fridays! Bryceton and I are actually going to see Star Wars tomorrow with Charla and Darian. I am actually excited because it looks pretty good. I have gone "public" with my decision to get married. They just don't know I intend to get PG and have a baby first :-) Well I just know I want to do this again. I have virtually no doubts. About like the first time only a bit more fear cause I know financially this is definitely gonna get a lot more tight. No worries. Nope. I have made a lot of things happen that I wasn't sure I could make happen. I just did it cause I wanted to do it and knew it was on my path. This is the same way. Somehow though there is the decision like I said though to go ahead and get married after I have spent my intense baby year. Therefore that puts me at probably about 41 for "looking" and getting married at about what 43? Bryceton will be about what 9 and baby 3. It really is almost like somehow a switch has been flipped. One night I went to bed with no real interest or belief I would get married and woke up KNOWING I will get married and I will choose really well and have the rest of the life I have been working for and planning. I am utterly exhausted. I am going to sleep.